I was born, six gun in my hand. Behind a gun, I'll make my final stand.

Woo! I haven't posted in a long ass time. Not much has changed I suppose, I still fence. I actually checked the score sheet, and once they actually post it online I may not be too far from the top :3 I'm getting better too, and we can finally use pistol grips!!!!! :D they are so much better then french grips.

What else?
Thanksgiving break soon. That's fun and exciting I suppose, I'd like to see most of my friends in that time span, that'd be real nice. I really miss living in Pittsburgh. I'm looking forward to when college is over and I can move back home.

What else else?
Still on Dark Tower 7. it's about 1000 pages, I'm around 250. It's kind of sad it's ending, I've been reading the books since February.

What else else else?
I find out tomorrow if I have a job at the IT Center up here. I really really hope I do, it'll be a bitch looking for another on campus job. And besides there are a few things I want:
- Ps3
- My own fencing gear
- Motorcycle

I'll probably end up buying them in that order as well :P something like that.
Speaking of fencing gear, I heard that you can buy tie dye lame and a rainbow one! (it's not lame like how it looks :P you pronounce it "la-may", and it's a vest you wear when electric fencing) I'd totally buy a rainbow one :D

Now your up to date on my life :3
Long days and pleasant nights

If you let yourself go, and open your mind I bet you'd be doing like me, and it aint so bad

I haven't posted, because I have nothing to say...

...I still don't

Ah what's the diffrence I'll die, in this sickworld of mine

What the hell am I?
Thousand eyes, a fly
Lucky then I'd be
In one day deceased

Sickman, sickman, sickman

I can feel the wheel, but I can't steer
When my thoughts become my biggest fear

Ah, what's the difference, I'll die
In this sick world of mine

What the hell am I?
Leper from inside
Inside wall of peace
Dirty and diseased

Sickman, sickman, sickman, sickman

I can see the end is getting near
I won't rest until my head is clear

Can you see the end?
Choke on me my friend
Must to drown these thoughts
Purity over rot

Yeah, though I walk through the valley of rape
and despair
With head high and eyes alert
I tread on a plane of many

We who are of good nature and intention,
But cannot touch on the dark
Recesses of memory
And pain learned, so come walk
With me, feel the pain,
And release it

What the hell am I worn eroded pride
Saddened 10 mile wide
I'm gonna let it slide

Sickman, sickman, sickman, sickman

I can feel the wheel but I can't steer
When my thoughts become my biggest fear
Ahh

Take a picture today, and save it for tomorrow

I renamed my blog, hoorah. I haven't posted in a while, mostly because I didn't think I had much to say. I suppose I still don't, but whatever. I'm still listening to Iron Maiden, they are pretty much the best cheeseball 80's in my opinion.

I've lost a lot of stress lately, I went home last weekend and it was a grand ol' time. I got to see some people I hadn't seen in far too long, I watched some Six Feet Under with mom, twas just a good couple days. All in all it's going fine I suppose, I haven't had a bad depressive day in a while, so, life is good now I guess :3

Do you remember me? and the kid I used to be?

I discovered an awesome band: Hevein. If you like metal with cello's and violins, then look them up and embrace the light of your life that is the cello. I <3 cellos :3

I'm going to Fright Farm tonight. Fuck. Yes. For you heathens who don't know what Fright Farm is, let me bring light to you're up until know dim and demeaning existence. Fright Farm is the best haunted house this side of PA. See the picture above as an example. I went last year and it was a blast, and it should be again this year. I had a really wild idea actually, if I were to try and take pictures while I was there, while someone is trying to be all scary I should just stand there and take their picture. xD I'd probably get kicked out or something.

Anyhoo. Now for something completely different:
I'm not transferring colleges. I was thinking that maybe I should, I could room with Ryan and Sean, and it'd probably be a good time. But...next semester is already paid for at IUP for me, so why not use that? And I can still fence with relative ease, and shit, I'm starting to slightly enjoy myself up there. Making some friends, stabbing some people with foils, watching Six Feet Under like there's no tomorrow, on top of all that it's not like that's going too negatively affect my friendship with anyone here, which is probably the best part out of all that. I haven't blogged in a while *phew* What else..hmm.. We started bouting in fencing! For you non-fencers, boutis are fights that get reffed and everything :D I'm doing decent I guess.

I downloaded a lot of music today, for anyone who likes metal, and anyone who doesn't mind stealing music from others I'd check out

themetalempire.com

It's pretty much a massive orgasm of downloads.
I'm running out of things to talk about. I bought every season of Six Feet Under, which is a pretty win TV show. Anyone who hasen't seen it should go rent it now or be cursed for all time. Ok now I believe I really am out of things to talk about.

Til next time.

Drowning in betrayal's river, the freezing cold will make you shiver

.........>_>

Torches blazed and sacared chants were praised as they start to cry, hands held to the sky!

I haven't listened to Iron Maiden in forever. That's bad. Iron Maiden is good stuff :3 anyhoodles (thanks kristen) I don't really have much to do tonight, Jenni had to cancel. That's probably why I'm here xD I read a SHITLOAD of Dark Tower today, like, I could probably hit 100 pages by the end of today. I was thinking about that, I've been reading the Dark Tower books for almost EIGHT months x_x i'm almost done though, 2 more books after I finish this one, and although book 6 is fairly short compared to 4 and 5, 7 is over 1000 pages! so, that may take me a while....

I know the breakdown.

You can find the reason that no one else is living this way

There's a hard life for every silver spoon, there's a touch of grey for every shade of blue

(two posts in one day?! :O)

I've been thinking a lot about God lately. I believe there is a God, but that's not what's got me thinking. I was raised catholic, and I know most of the prayers. Specifically, what's got me thinking is how at the end of one prayer is about forgiving other people who wronged you, hell most religions are centered around that idea. And, I've been thinking about when I was younger and the man my mom was married too and all the shit we went through with him, and it's conflicting, I feel like I should be able to forgive and forget, but I can't, if I had the chance, I'd break his nose. Does that make me a horrible person?

Call me a sinner, call me a saint

So, I woke up this morning and decided that it was a good idea to skip math class. meh. It's stats, and Tamler had us doing more on the first day then we've done so far with this guy, so I'm not too worried about taking a day off. I'm gonna go and get some lunch soon, not sure what, but food is good :3 Fencing has gotten a billion times more amazing! we actually get to wear the shit and spar and it's so fucking fun!! :D annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd I schedule my final interview at family video tomorrow, hopefully i can get a job. i kind of really need a car >_< that's about everything my my life at the moment xD oh, and the released a trailer for the remake of nightmare on elm street, and it DOES have that one death i was saying has to be in the movie, hooray :3

So empty, just a shell of a man. Stillborn this I undestand.

Fencing tomorrow. :D not much else to say, I have math homework. and I need to memorize the map of Europe by Thursday. blah blah blah blah

All that we had, it's understood.

College college college college college =P that's about it for the moment.

Crawl On Me, Sink Into Me, Die For Me, Living Dead Girl!

In 6 days I'm gone and I'm excited. It's gonna suck not being able to hang with everyone like I have been lately, but I'm still rather excited. Rob told me today that he is officaly moved into our room, I'm waiting on word as to if it's nice or not, I'm hoping it is. I don't have much else to say for now I guess, so, later :D

Crimson sky, bless my eyes. Up goes the sun, my time has come.

I haven't posted in a while. This has easily been the best summer ever :3 That's about it I guess, I'm going over Sonya's in a little bit to watch Saw IV, and tomorrow I'm going FISHING :D I haven't been FISHING in for-ev-er. AND THE DARK TOWER 5 CAME IN THE MAIL TODAY WOOHOO! I bought it on ebay for a fraction of the price they sell it at B&N, and now I have the rest of the series :DD I woke up and someone put it outside my door, I was all ":D" well, that's all for now I guess

Til next time ;)

Drinking beer, smoking weed, you get your HELLYEAH

I'm going up my campy tomrrow, blah i'd probably rather be here, but I get to go to "The Fest", a bunch of hicks, yard sales, good lemonade, and fireworks, meh, I could probably have a lot more fun elsewhere, but I go there basiclly every year so why not? I've decided to get my hair cut =P well lets see what happens? :D

Cut the flesh and make it bled, fresh skin is what I need

Hello blogspot and bloggers beware >:] for I am now here, and ready to rant and rave about everything and anything. My name is Zach, and that's all your getting at the moment. Here's some quick shit about me:
- I like metal
- I like video games
- I like Bawls ;)
- I love movies
and I am going to use this for ranting fairly often, you've been warned
other then that
happy reading ;)